Everyone's as Good as Ellen at Some Point

What can I say?  People seemed all over me in the world when I was 11, but things unfolded and happened.  I was always so good around my friends at school.  Like, all those stimulating things people would feel pressured to do to me.  I'm still to be loved, but people don't seem to find me intelligent online.  In real life, I don't look as good as I used to.  Things were set up to say I had the opportunity and for some reason taken away without knowing what to do.  Should I start exercising again?

Experimentation

In the end, you don' luuuv me.  How do you feel @ famous people honing in on me through experimentation and not finding out about me in real life, not knowing what they'd really do in the real world?  What am I?  I am not the ultimate amazing 1..  How do I know about what others my age range or generation feel @ this?

I think, if you're interested, I'll inform you I used to say a lot in whatever voice I had that I wish I had older siblings, why am I suffering as the oldest.  That makes it so I never really feel appropriate.

I think I am valuable and know people could learn from me and even earn from me--