More Strange Things

I find it a bit amusing but quite weird that Ellen has to show off that she can figure out the beach better than someone else.  Ellen, that's not gonna get her friends..  A lot of people we have to figure why they are or aren't from New Orleans.  Compare every other place in the U.S., and what do you get?  New Orleans is mostly made of New Englanders, which is the very northeast.  I kinda think that says the opposite of what we've been believing.

Sick and Tired of Covering These Things

It is not a sin for someone not a European from the South in the U.S. to enjoy the beach or live there.  It is true they have made fun of Southerners.  A lot of people aren't really like that.  I don't at all understand your belief a European from Europe can get to know the ocean and someone not from the South but in the U.S. all can't.

What I Think

I want this to be over.  You weren't more blessed to be from the South than I was, and up north there exists lots of nice things waiting to happen.

No, I am not a failure like Tim Burton and from the South.  Tim Burton isn't really a failure.  I dunno, I mean I remember there was a special feeling to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  Then, it was about the music, which I was a musician.  I would say Tim Burton is a bit silly, but that's to be put aside.  His daughter seems silly but not really.  The thing is I am different from most people and it's not "because my mom is Chinese."  I mean in a certain way.  In a lot of ways, I fit in as similar to others.

Chosing

Maybe, Ellen is above me.  Maybe, those teens are above me..  Why would Ellen chose all those people who aren't better than me.  I know for a fact it's my race that makes me not great.  My life seems calculated, but I'm a normal person and I fit in.  Who cares if I don't have a mom to pity though she's Chinese.  Ya'll think these "lies" are a dream for me.  Don't worry @ my parents, I am that I am.

I'm not much.

Howcome people who said they "did it" to some extreme failure because of some setback they won't take care of "get" to do things that help them and I don't.

Also, I will never be all that Ellen is, and obviously no one likes me because these people seem to make fun of me a lot for things I didn't do and I think it's just my race.  I am okay, but then they just  wanna kill me.  I don't know if all I do is worth it.  I feel it strange my generation is a total failure and I am prevented from succeeding but am told to be a leader and not a follower, a giver and not a reciever.  I have nothing to give, ya'll think I'm nothing|crap.

Sticky Tactic: Just Knocking Down Those in High Places

Some people develop certain lives and they have certain "needs."  People do not treat other people like me.  I did "what I was supposed to do."  Therefore, I was successful.  That success was taken from me.

Not in the Game..

I know that people 5-10 years older than me are just finding some excuse to be mean to me cuz they know I'm ½ Chinese.  People like this fix it up like a game, like me being bad will make others feel less stressed.. really, lots of people used this tactic.  You sense it in the air.  Some people know if I was mean it would hurt them, their feelings.  So, they get too picky and I mean I know they mess up.  That is considered gay.

Everyone's as Good as Ellen at Some Point

What can I say?  People seemed all over me in the world when I was 11, but things unfolded and happened.  I was always so good around my friends at school.  Like, all those stimulating things people would feel pressured to do to me.  I'm still to be loved, but people don't seem to find me intelligent online.  In real life, I don't look as good as I used to.  Things were set up to say I had the opportunity and for some reason taken away without knowing what to do.  Should I start exercising again?

Bella Thorne

I think I can see how she functions.  She comes from a place in Southeastern Florida where "cool" is "comf."  Her singing is not especially otherwise emotional.  It's more like a rap to show you have attitude but nothing @ like just pining over whether or not your voice is angelic enough then..  It just sounds like she gets whatever she wants, + cuz she is skinny which is also cuz she's from that area..

I am from that area, as well, but it looks like she's more well-treated than me or something like being spoiled, sorry to say, privileged in ways people won't treat others same as treating someone from England or Europe better than an American.  Her dad is Spanish, so they probably think she is more "pure" in the South than someone with a North American father.  I don't even have any clue where her mom is from.

Organize Your Racial Priorities

Do people just say no I don't like Chinese but I want everything they did?  That's how I feel.  If they know you are not white, they want to know right away if it's Chinese.  I know when they find out what exactly it is they proceed to discriminating and thinking all these weird things @ what they hope their mother would say @ it.  I am listening to "Ave Maria" by Sarah Brightman, and all I can say is I know how to sing, too, now, I think.  I got that there is something special about her not being a show-off that non-Caucasians should take in stride like a god, like a stupor of a dystopia.  Some people are just more inhibited..