Friday, December 6, 2013

Ellen DeGeneres W/Tim Burton

I know she could be nice, but she thinks we are to be punished for thinking we can make it at all in the world of fame with the rise of Tim Burton.  I thought it was specifically something he did to us.

Has anyone seem them together?  They must have talked at some point.

We need to know that this will happen after we are doing something that has to do with him.  We should have known in the 1st place.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

More Strange Things

I find it a bit amusing but quite weird that Ellen has to show off that she can figure out the beach better than someone else.  Ellen, that's not gonna get her friends..  A lot of people we have to figure why they are or aren't from New Orleans.  Compare every other place in the U.S., and what do you get?  New Orleans is mostly made of New Englanders, which is the very northeast.  I kinda think that says the opposite of what we've been believing.

Sick and Tired of Covering These Things

It is not a sin for someone not a European from the South in the U.S. to enjoy the beach or live there.  It is true they have made fun of Southerners.  A lot of people aren't really like that.  I don't at all understand your belief a European from Europe can get to know the ocean and someone not from the South but in the U.S. all can't.

What I Think

I want this to be over.  You weren't more blessed to be from the South than I was, and up north there exists lots of nice things waiting to happen.

No, I am not a failure like Tim Burton and from the South.  Tim Burton isn't really a failure.  I dunno, I mean I remember there was a special feeling to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  Then, it was about the music, which I was a musician.  I would say Tim Burton is a bit silly, but that's to be put aside.  His daughter seems silly but not really.  The thing is I am different from most people and it's not "because my mom is Chinese."  I mean in a certain way.  In a lot of ways, I fit in as similar to others.

Not Making a Big Deal out of a Big Deal

Ellen DeGeneres seems to piece things together from ner "New Orleans" heritage.. love how she says that.  I kinda pieced out the background 1st.

What do you think @ people from the South all of a sudden saying they are more ***y?  If you are from there, you are probably not bad if your parents are from a nice place..  Now, I mean, you probably were raised totally different.  Some people hold onto their childhood more than high school.

A Deep Cut

Ever since Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became big as far as fame goes.. I feel if anyone sees me try to stimulate them by how attractive I am that they will get jealous and find some way of startling me.  Startling in general happens all too much.  I feel so threatened, and I feel something of the world is gotten the better of me.  Everyone gets mad at people from popular places, like the state of Florida.  I've had friends on the beach.  They seemed fine.  They weren't Pennsylvanian.  Why is the world so different in that way, too?  I find it psycho.

Chosing

Maybe, Ellen is above me.  Maybe, those teens are above me..  Why would Ellen chose all those people who aren't better than me.  I know for a fact it's my race that makes me not great.  My life seems calculated, but I'm a normal person and I fit in.  Who cares if I don't have a mom to pity though she's Chinese.  Ya'll think these "lies" are a dream for me.  Don't worry @ my parents, I am that I am.

I'm not much.

Howcome people who said they "did it" to some extreme failure because of some setback they won't take care of "get" to do things that help them and I don't.

Also, I will never be all that Ellen is, and obviously no one likes me because these people seem to make fun of me a lot for things I didn't do and I think it's just my race.  I am okay, but then they just  wanna kill me.  I don't know if all I do is worth it.  I feel it strange my generation is a total failure and I am prevented from succeeding but am told to be a leader and not a follower, a giver and not a reciever.  I have nothing to give, ya'll think I'm nothing|crap.

Sticky Tactic: Just Knocking Down Those in High Places

Some people develop certain lives and they have certain "needs."  People do not treat other people like me.  I did "what I was supposed to do."  Therefore, I was successful.  That success was taken from me.

Not in the Game..

I know that people 5-10 years older than me are just finding some excuse to be mean to me cuz they know I'm ½ Chinese.  People like this fix it up like a game, like me being bad will make others feel less stressed.. really, lots of people used this tactic.  You sense it in the air.  Some people know if I was mean it would hurt them, their feelings.  So, they get too picky and I mean I know they mess up.  That is considered gay.

Everyone's as Good as Ellen at Some Point

What can I say?  People seemed all over me in the world when I was 11, but things unfolded and happened.  I was always so good around my friends at school.  Like, all those stimulating things people would feel pressured to do to me.  I'm still to be loved, but people don't seem to find me intelligent online.  In real life, I don't look as good as I used to.  Things were set up to say I had the opportunity and for some reason taken away without knowing what to do.  Should I start exercising again?

Pushing Me Away

Everyone isn't really pushing me away, but my teacher Ginny and Ellen DeGeneres are for other people, probably younger teens.  I know Ellen made me mad at a bad time in a bad way @ her pretend mom.  How can I react that well that quickly the 1st time someone does that to me??  So, let's look at Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres, and Ginny Kopf.  I feel insults from them all in secret.  They have always been racist to me.  I know they did it cuz they wanted to.  They wanted to make me look bad 1st to help them.  I think Ellen is like, "Okay, Christina was mean to me."  She put the noises and weird page loading thing and glitches and major events on me, so that is completely false.  She is trying easy street.  I liked to read her on Twitter and thought her show was fun.

I see Amand Seyfried just posted a picture of her with a Chinese.  I didn't say what I would have wanted to say, but I believe she would have a flip reason for posting herself with an Asian.  Why would someone as rebellious as her "say" something of that nature?

I mean, Ellen is nice, but I just wanted to say I felt I was being pushed away, more by Ginny and with a hint from Tim Burton.  I feel if she wants to be popular, Tim will make things worse and she will rise her status.  People already can see that she wants me to look up to her show and her fans attached to it as though I'm too old to watch it.  I was an artist, had too much homework too.  (Not just a visual artist.)  Why am I not in a proper category?  How do these other people get to watch her show with school.  They knew better than me or just wanted to watch TV?  TV was considered bad.

Did you notice

My singing "magically" got less magical?  I think some Early Boom scouts .. I mean LATE .. said you go and get'm to people who haven't really yet developed and found their talent, just want attention for nothing and are not embarrassed.  I know it's someone whose ass doesn't feel safe becuase Ellen DeGeneres seems to have found out about me and an incident online about Nell Burton somehow .. she's been so mean to me every day and planted people watching me in my room to torture me with noises and the page loading all day.  Fine, punish me for nothing.  I like to curse for fun but try not to as usual.  I don't wanna make Ellen look bad.  I'll just say it's something in a way everyone seems to do.  That's what I'm being held accountable for.  She even made me mad at her mom in a way that doesn't look like her mom would do to a person like me..  I have some things more in common with her than Ellen.  I'm not rebellious toward my elders.

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Being Thankful Just to Eat

I don't particularly have anything right now made that I like to eat, but when I go tomorrow I may be thankful just to have a boiled egg.  Some people are thankful for public restrooms for "other" reasons.

Even if you don't make a full Thanksgiving dinner some years, still you've done what's best.

I'm not thankful to m..  ...-wise, I don't know what makes me thankful.  I guess it's all @ what it's all @.

I get very respectful of what I have as far as not being injured or disabled.

Finding One's Own Way

I am from Southeastern Florida.  When my brother was born when I was in the middle of my 2nd year of preschool, I noticed my mom was no longer with me all the time, correcting my every move.  I felt in some ways from remembering at the time that my parents wanted my brother to "feel good," were concerned about that, but lack social skills.  I see these adults who look as though Mammy cradled them until they were a teenager and even guiding them after high school into young adulthood.  People go by and wonder why I'm not calculated in my every move.

Bella Thorne

I think I can see how she functions.  She comes from a place in Southeastern Florida where "cool" is "comf."  Her singing is not especially otherwise emotional.  It's more like a rap to show you have attitude but nothing @ like just pining over whether or not your voice is angelic enough then..  It just sounds like she gets whatever she wants, + cuz she is skinny which is also cuz she's from that area..

I am from that area, as well, but it looks like she's more well-treated than me or something like being spoiled, sorry to say, privileged in ways people won't treat others same as treating someone from England or Europe better than an American.  Her dad is Spanish, so they probably think she is more "pure" in the South than someone with a North American father.  I don't even have any clue where her mom is from.

Sarah Brightman or Kate Bush?

Ginny and Ellen DeGeneres are not an option.

Most people would say Sarah Brightman is essentially calm and easy going, whereas Kate Bush is like a diva in some ways herself..  That's how I feel @ another substantial opera singer.

People are trying to say silly things like maybe Sarah Brightman is actually younger than me, fragile, much better at being gentle but in a cool way..  I mean, put her up to someone else and you think she has work to do.  It's hard to see if you have a brain and if you have priorities..  :|  Seriously, I just saw idea comes out of nothing, it just is the thing that annoys Christina.

People of History

There aren't that many.  I can't believe Mark Anthony, who recently passed away but held a record for most opereas at the Met, was with Leontine Price and they supposedly had no interest in 1 another, were shooting for the stars, so-to-speak.

I bet some people had a fancy for lots of people and never bothered to show interest.  A long time ago, it was about how you prepared as a person.  If you didn't, then no one would know what to do with you.

What about this.  What if a ballerina mom had a kid with a dad who was a singer or something like that?  That would be really neat.  I don't know how I see myself mixed with my parents.  I just pull strengths, but anyway.

Why wouldn't these artists bind together other than with a spouce to have a family?  What about parental|prodigy bonds, too, on the side?  It happens.  I can't seem to make myself a success, yet, I feel fat and stuff.  I just got all these sweets for Thanksgiving and need more ingredients to make a choice meal soon.

I know like Britney Spears shuns Christina Aguilera.  Justin Timberlake seemed nice, too, of course.  He seems a bit overloaded, maybe wants to be even more popular.  I know Britney Spears really goes to Ellen DeGeneres, but Christina Aguilera is confident in herself, from Pennsylvania.  Lots of people each day pledge their being hooked to Ellen DeGeneres, but it's like their parents didn't raise them right and that's the excuse.

I know how this works.

Do you want to meet Johnny Depp?  If you are really attractive, he will date you.  He left his spouce.  You would have to be nice enough to be cool, not just be a rebellious, irresponsible human being because that will just ruin your looks in a snap, just like that.

I don't know how to enter Sarah Brightman's life..  She was with Andrew Lloyd Webber and is not gay.  She is into other people but hasn't clicked to those around her that she supports in life.

Tim Burton, I imagine you'd have to be a great, emotional artist who rises over and above.  In school, if you were like that, if you really play all your cards right, you can try to be in a relationship, send him something for his birthday, do something special for him on set, seee if you can work backstage with him cuz he likes that.

Chances

There is a chance Ellen will never meet anyone again, like let attractive teens who love her like a mom into her life.  It would be hard to meet Tim Burton for most citizens of the world.  Johnny Depp may be easy-going, but there is only 1 like him.  I think Sarah Brightman needs to be protected, but I mean if she wants to majorly meet people because of her dedication to fans online or such then I mean I would have to say yes.  I don't know who will definitely meet me, but my 2nd cousin gaped at me when I mentioned the word e-mail.  I just wanted to say I communicate in public online with people, on my forum and blogs, not via e-mail.  Is that torture?  She's @ 40.  She knows I whined about being the oldest, and this has made my life torture to this day.

Ellen DeGeneres

Do you get jealous of her talking to all the famous people who go to events and dress up in pretty gowns and prom dresses?  Do you realize those people are so messed up they have no chance of being one of the next Portias.  They don't even know how to sign on to the internet!  They think 1 day they'll be able to steal all the attention but are very wrong..

She seems to have an ideology that you have to be famous to talk to her much at all or be in a menial position financially.  I guess she does what she does on purpose.  I feel rather that it's weird she's been with the young Portia for so long.  I don't have jealousy.  I'm just talking about it.  It seems a bit insulting and suggestive that she brushes all others aside for her.  I wonder if she wants that.  I just feel that she thinks she's "saying something."  I don't have anything against her.  I just don't understand how things in life can be so unfair and asymmetrical.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

What's Out There

It seems like stars today spend so much time trying to avoid other people.  They should be ardent if in an interview with passion for what they do, a quick recoil that says they are not what you think they are if you wanna meet them so badly.  The people will come.  Before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, things were just like this.  You didn't say oh I have to meet such and such like right now.

How much is too much?  I don't know.  I'd say it's more of a depression or boredom with what the world of fame has to offer artistically.  They have all this stuff set up for kids to dream big.  In the end, all I seem able to think of for solo-based performances is singing.  I think it's important to know ballet.  Clara in The Nutcracker is spectacular, even if she is about 10 years old.  I feel as the years wore on I lost my ability to express myself and feel myself being alive.

It's like all this stuff is in the works from a very young generation, when mine was encouraged in this way and mostly seemed to chuck it.  I think it would be fun to make it.  I really wanna do a CD and don't know what songs to do.  I don't know when I want to become famous.  I like people like Sarah Brightman and Ellen DeGeneres so better hurry.

Any "Work" or "Sacrifice?"

If you think I prefer to be humiliated as I am cuddled is up to you.  I always thought we were to focus on our life, not going steady.

People play around with work and sacrifice.  It is work to not be constantly caressed..  It is a sacrifice to be introverted.

There are 2 kinds of people in this world, and I am the 1st kind, type A.  This kind is more rigid, busy, and focused on displaying a concern for more tangible results to problems.  Type B is laid back, mellow, probably inclined to cuddle..

It is said we all need positive recognition and at some point do not need anyone, like our parents.

Making [My] Dreams Come True

I know that by submitting myself to imagination and remembering to be careful eventually I will reach my dreams and they will come true.  I may not go to outer space with Sarah Brightman, but perhaps you'd possibly find doing this attractive??  Like I said before because of me everyone likes Sarah Brightman now and I don't wish to have a fight @ the occurrence.  I would be flattered, but I guess it's not "what" most people live for.

Organize Your Racial Priorities

Do people just say no I don't like Chinese but I want everything they did?  That's how I feel.  If they know you are not white, they want to know right away if it's Chinese.  I know when they find out what exactly it is they proceed to discriminating and thinking all these weird things @ what they hope their mother would say @ it.  I am listening to "Ave Maria" by Sarah Brightman, and all I can say is I know how to sing, too, now, I think.  I got that there is something special about her not being a show-off that non-Caucasians should take in stride like a god, like a stupor of a dystopia.  Some people are just more inhibited..

Identify and Label Strengths

Don't say, I wish my geographical home was divided into cold and warm, north and south.  If you are not at the very top, you will never make it.  You have to say I come with something other than hills and valleys or flat land.  Likewise, at work, though, you should strive to meet your dream and realize that you have different strengths for attaining a future goal, however big or standard that goal may be..  I've always been in sorta ratty homes.  Recognize the strengths of others and try to identify with them.  You will get more work done in that regard.  It is good to not just go around being all free and careless and happy in just that way all the time.  I mean like a blonde because not all humans can identify with and succeed in that and even hold grudges @ other people's hair as children.

What's the ***est sound you can make?

I have a grudge against all men who treat me like an old soul.

You know those really cute English-looking men with light brown hair and older 1s with the same touch and feel?  Now, that's called complimentary to a girl.  Then, you have your internet jocks who treat you like a little Chinese woman.

Some people don't like men.  Does that make me ***?  I mean, I even used to follow Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, and I think all I got was their touchy-feeliness as a gift from Mutha (mother.)

It'll go away.

It all always goes away.  I have a dream my dad is carrying me with my legs flaring out, and it makes me intensely mad in the inside but it goes away.  I feel my dad's big, chunk of a hand on my *beep* and it should also take some form of play and go away.  My dad is more a business dad, doesn't grope me throughout the week, not sure what your dad can do to you.  Just remember, any external, unnecessary, unbecoming, and undesired form of "touching" someone in any way of the word will pass and fighting but crying won't help, crying I don't know much on the subject.  I've looked into things and found that people feel an unnecessary bond to their moms, like adults.  They tend to attractively flee and escape.  In my family, I feel looking at the pictures on the wall my dad's mom had great respect for whatever her kids turned out to be and a comfortable distance with the youngest, who was cared for by the elder 2.  She turned out to be the lifetime belle and a complainer..  Why do I get in trouble for talking?  She was so tickled as a person, you know, like a positive rapport?  She looks spoiled compared to the other kids, and she probably gets good vibes.  All she has is herself.  She didn't seem inappropriately approached by my gramma, her mom.  In fact, she could sport a fun distance.

Facebook and Cyber Networking

My dad had a sadistic grin and expression about me not having Facebook on my "appropriate" blog for people at work..  I do have Twitter, and he seemed a smiley guy to see my Retweet of Ellen for Britney, "Oops! I did it again" for her B-day.

I know Facebook kick-started for older people when my aunt was on, and now a lot seems off.  It has been a twisting, dangerous experience.  I know I met my future theater teacher there.  She was a bit inappropriate, telling me off just because I talked about countries and what they're like.

I have, however, networked and got other people on it but not much.  I have a slew of accounts.

Experimentation

In the end, you don' luuuv me.  How do you feel @ famous people honing in on me through experimentation and not finding out about me in real life, not knowing what they'd really do in the real world?  What am I?  I am not the ultimate amazing 1..  How do I know about what others my age range or generation feel @ this?

I think, if you're interested, I'll inform you I used to say a lot in whatever voice I had that I wish I had older siblings, why am I suffering as the oldest.  That makes it so I never really feel appropriate.

I think I am valuable and know people could learn from me and even earn from me--

Sarah Brightman

She is a beautiful lady who has had successful attempts at being a well-loved, ***y singer.  I noticed that since I've been online everyone wants her.  I think some people found me online, and people are using detectors to test out who "works."  I would be more than honored to meet Britney Spears, but I am a classical singer and do like the kidsy stuff she did.  I always watched Barney when I Was like age 7, 8.  I wanted to be cheesy and corny like them about singing, which I've always had this great love for, but, like I say, I don't sacrifice everything else like schoolwork for it.  I would if I could go back, now..

What do you think about how she is going into space in frustration, which may seem selfish, to get away from kids?  She doesn't have any of her own, and it must be sensitive.  I know she is just going because it is a good idea, but these things also fall into place.

Moreover, she wasn't like Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, even Josh Groban.  Why, just because she likes me, does everyone like act so coy @ her?

Singing

I don't believe in singing all the time as though it would make you happier than a child with candy at Christmas.

Now, singing is almost become a very important political issue to both parties, those who don't give a funny "fart" and those who say oh I'm have done Opera since like I started high school .. but I know you've already had your musical base..  :|

People are mean to me, think my magical quality should be taken away.  They think my singing is so gayly politically incorrect, like I didn't get lessons cuz I didn't submit to my parents at age 4 oh I'm a suck up of a girl who sings to demonstrate my zaniness to you!

All I can say at my numerous attempts at numerous performances, including even Asians.., has produced girls obsessed over some thing they can't do, like sing like a bot, a robot.  People like the famous, attractive opera diva babe Renee Fleming cuddle to this precocious behavior.  Well, Renee, let me, Christina age 27, tell you something.  I grew up strongly with the forcement that singing and performing is to be fun and that's like all that counts even!  If you say oh Christina is not really a Caucasian and that's how it's done, no one sings except people who can't and pay attention to stupid things and then there's the occasional nonentity like me..

1 Direction

I heard from my dad that their famous song is that killing them more makes them feel good.  I was like, "Ugh!"

I realized the reason they did it was to, as people say, show themselves off to Ellen DeGeneres with the suggestion they "hail" from England.  They want to say this is it, you can't understand why, we want it all @ Ellen and it's never gonna be about anyone else and you're gonna cheer her on like you're in a stupor or 1 of those dystopias.

This is not to say at all that being nice to Ellen could in some way be played with as being a bad thing.  What's so good about showing off hurting yourself?  There is nothing in it we know about today.

My point is they did it to be suggestive and untruthful to other people in the world who are just as good as Ellen.  They want the "good" stuff which is I mean the bad stuff.  Ellen admits she's a bit hasty and tricky, and they think it's funny rather than serious and like a journey to get it out and feel good.

Now, how can you change any individual human being, which exists.., and turn them into something bad because you're jealous and want attention?  Here is my warning to you, 1 Direction, and all you people who meditate on this!  I am with the force of Johnny Depp and certainly not afraid to attack nor am I incapable of doing it..  I will put it off.

Welcome to my blog!

It only comes once!  I've had a share of cyber-blogging and decided to make a professional blog where people can really talk to me from the real world, where I don't use curse words, don't flat out say a certain other word even when feeling intense pain.. where people will learn to respect me as someone else, someone I was..

My main say is I think us having computers is in our blood but the best thing in the world to blog.  I was discouraged when I lost and could not refind a page at age 11 in 1998.  I just e-mailed.  My only reason for even being online now is my love of..Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, but now they've taken away that magic that the world had just for us not being perfect.

I like the TV on, like I have now, though I haven't much.  I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" about every day when I can.

I mainly was interested to come in on anti-racism.  I am very interested in different cultures, like the Middle East..

I also before I fell was big on netiquette but had no answer and retreated to being a personal blogger.  I mostly feel bad when I curse, but I believe it's the message and not an individual word.  Stare at that word as long as you like.  Don't give people a hard time for it cuz you know you do something like that, too.  Some people wish they didn't, already!  Get the people who do the thing on purpose that you don't like!!

School was a failure and not worth it.  You have to go to a school that lets you sleep so you can come in and do magic on the test.